pain like a solar flare running through my veins that affects EVERYTHING my heart and mind will forever feel but you will never see/
until i Pour out to you my sorrow
in through my chest and
out of my eyes
out of my mouth that i will never reveal until my last BREATH
because THAT is my vulnerability that you might take and WILL take advantage of because THATS how WE are fuckin BUILT
you see i hate it
but i know it
and i see it
ALL around me
you might make the mistake and say that i am also BUILT like you
but as i stretch your mind using my chi that I’ve been mastering as you were throwing subliminals at me acting upon the imperialist way that you were built to be
I
was killing your FUCKIN HATE by mastering death
dying inside so that you
NONE of you can ever kill me using just your hypocritical nonsense you’ve made sense of by following those you said you never followed.
You see its unbelievably difficult for me to stay true to myself when
you aren’t being true to you
and
none of them are being them
all the while SWEARING up and down
that THEY
are better then men
me
you
they
she
what the FUCK is wrong with US
if all we talk about is SIN
sickness
involving
nature
what a trap that we live IN, chasing halos while we never notice the horns we were born with
when i say end the hate and the thought of you being better than he or she
or you being the profit
or the one
or the king
or the best
know that the WORST is but a title that you earn when you
run
your
fuckin
mouth.
As little as THAT does for the world i hope you stop doing that and humble yourself to ideas, cultures, and accents.
but inside me the way that i am you is telling I to hope that YOU keep running that fucking mouth so the world can see what a fool you really are.
but as much as i want to let myself become influenced by those who i say have no influence over me
i wont allow it.
so peace be unto you and take this poem as my passion for a better tomorrow and for bettering the human mind.
become strong, learn to die inside, learn to live outside. learn to strive TOGETHER.
“
—
The Heart at 6:47 am
amazing
THE PROCESS EP. 6 - Terrace Martin vibes in the Studio (by iamfuris)
This is my Crush right here, love her story, what chall know about Shu Qi
KDot Killt This Shit.
JSMVE - “Back”
Some for the New Years
she like the summertime blossom the sun scorching she still hotter i still gottem coach like all net in del amo maybe my desire to rhyme about love might inspire others to budge move outta there comfort zone cuz thugs dont wanna smile and ratchets jump on the screw every then and now/ who knew boo hoo would make the heart stronger in fact the salt water intact like blood in the fingers damu this is stronger than any gang affiliation even illuminati hatin we study the stars but which of yall know past, passing the planet of mars uh passive aggressive we all people in high places will fall and im just wondering when and if ever we are concealed slave soldiers at will slaying soldiers and hell bent on balling think of falling off hill to chill and be coo and just max cuz people miss your shit when they think you’ve fallen off track wax i hear them tellinme2comBACK
she like the summertime blossom the sun scorching she still hotter i still gottem coach like all net in del amo maybe my desire to rhyme about love might inspire others to budge move outta there comfort zone cuz thugs dont wanna smile and ratchets jump on the screw every then and now/ who knew boo hoo would make the heart stronger in fact the salt water intact like blood in the fingers damu this is stronger than any gang affiliation even illuminati hatin we study the stars but which of yall know past, passing the planet of mars uh passive aggressive we all people in high places will fall and im just wondering when and if ever we are concealed slave soldiers at will slaying soldiers and hell bent on balling think of falling off hill to chill and be coo and just max cuz people miss your shit when they think you’ve fallen off track wax i hear them tellinme2comBACK
Heartbless
Ima speak on this just for a diary entry..
Today as i think randomly about my past relationships i feel real good to say that every woman ive had a relationship w was a true queen of her city, i say this because of listening to their stories, and just really getting to know there struggles and triumphs past present future, they truly had a deep connection to their hometown and all had the adversity and hustle to accomplish what theyve always wanted to or in the process of accomplishing, im truly blessed to have known and understood these women, not only as a partner, but as a human being . They have made me into the man i wanted to be learning from different experiences, different pasts . I take pride in that not because of stupid reasons, but just because i can truly say i have gone out w nothing but queens, this is a thank you letter to the universe and those women from self, just because aint nobody gon see this shit anyway, so im safe w just the few eyes on tumblr lol , just a thank u note.
I write this probably because ive grown up w nothing but players and men who womanize, who dont truly appreciate what their woman has done for them and the future raising these children w or w/o men. I recognize this, understand my roots and have always felt different.
Fellas, be thankful for the woman u got now and for the ones youve been w in the past, and grow better as a man because of them and for them. Vis versa. That is all. Peace.
i rather kill him where he stand then shake hands and pull my knife out/ but momma raised me better closing the balisong singing songs about what you bout/ forget that/ fuck rappin about rappin it aint damagin a damn thing/ only provin the present is wasting its damn string and i got plenty presents to wrap still/ fuckin human beings/ ima zombie we all infected just that i got too much rick in me/ but notice the challenge of a leader walking dead, talking to the living so they wont just end up said/ on fox news becoming a statistic, dont this just make you sick?/ just wanna make music/ make the crowd move/ but after Kiwi and Bambu i learned there’s more to it/
but nuff of that tho/ she whispered close to my temple “just relax and let your ex go”/ i couldn’t say no, temptation got my brains blown/ (haha) she walking outside w only her panties on/ no1s home lookin at me like i was the shoota but she carry eyes like Medusa, intentions of Cleopatra she mention she got fatter but i reassured her body capture/ the image of angelina in tomb raider, she killed it oh lord what a feelin, see i heard about her past and my homies said dash but my mind completly hyphened by her ass… sociation w the promises of making worlds better/ enlightened she told me together we’ll brighten the earth, senses heightened then i told her be good to you first/ thinkin ima leave or cheat on her like a test i gotta past/ told her thats the past but she didnt believe, said your ass from carson so u niggas deciet said then gimme my reciept, i aint like that, come to find out, she had sugardaddys lined up and i aint bout that/ never called just appalled, the evils that men do, to women that do men to, evil is all mental
peice of my mind and my heart shoved in a shredder, assumin yall know im peicin shit together/ its puzzlin, but back to my grinding to save the world guess it was all bad timing to save a girl/ stuck in her world of lies and broken pastures/ she in the past now im moving past her/ movin faster im 23 the Ouija board said ill love at 29 but that aint me/ i wear my heart on sleeve should i conceal it more? like the make up that she wore to make up for broken pours/ i open doors chivalry don’t sentence me/ to a life of deception my uncle that taught me all about the game questioned/ what r u doin don’t you know that love extinct? you over hear spending your energy that wasn’t me/ nowadays its hard to love even the Philippines, got ratchets in the 3rd world, aint nowhere to find girls that know how to bind worlds you trippin/ i told him maybe i am, maybe im slippin/ against my hearts decision/ the quest for peaceful writtens, will never end/ she grinding my name on facebook good guys’ll never win/ star wars lessons the sith still testin/ fool! coDependency aint love these are jedi jewels/ homie freedom from seattle gave me that box fulla tools/ and what i do with em, locked up heated you see i wasnt cool/
i coulda sold my soul to the devil the along time ago/ raised in the sun innocence bloomed into a pot of gold, how my mission in life was to be sacrificed to the people with all of my demons and angels?/ huh? look at all of my flaws and tell me what war bout/ ill tell you that peace stem from a pistol you pissed of well brotha i guess your good karma will miss you and give you a tissue/ she aint the issue, maybe its you/ maybe i read the hearts of men and the women posed to be equal/ but equality just a word till a verb come eat you/ study my ritual some say its unorthodox i say its unbelievable but just a sequal/ to martin luthers dream, malcoms last speech, maos last trip to beijing/ im equipped to handle or dismantle a pig and its beliefs/ system aint but a thief, only given out handkerchiefs while brothas cheifin in the park to keep the peace/ keepin a pistol or a jesus peice couldnt help your relief/ i think about my problems then think about the philippines, then i drink to all of my problems no sorrow just disbelief/ at all of the horror from my stories the war tore me, but i make my pain a state of mind just for your glory/ martyr for my generation children so hungry/ EBT STDs PD that kill seeds/ retracing my steps how i know best/ life is only a test but how much of it you study and invest could help you put down a tech/ i had this tech 9 in my dresser/ now i keep tsun tzu in the mind and ghandi instead of…
